Deluded Student

I needed a place to vent my love, lust and admiration for my teachers but I didn't want to do it on my personal Tumblr because I'd rather the people I know in real life remain unaware of my delusion feelings.

I see posts about people looking at their teacher crushes’ Facebook pages and I’m here like pretty much none of mine have Facebook :( NL does but his profile pictures are never him and NB’s wife LB does but he is in her profile pictures occasionally. 

Anonymous asked: i feel exactly how you feel. my geometry teacher. she is so perfect and i just want her arms around me. she's always on my mind, and i never know what to do. i just want her.

teacherlust asked: thanks for the follow! you have a pretty interesting blog, I'm looking forward to hearing about your teacher crush :)

Thank you for following me too :)

I was crying and my other teacher sent me to HY and I thought “Oh my god this is it, we will finally have like some ‘bonding’ moment or something” but we didn’t because of my awkwardness. However it was so nice for you to say some encouraging words, even though I just wanted you to give my arm a gentle touch of reassurance but that never came. I’ve found this week that we have had more little conversations well not really but I mean we joked a bit yesterday and I liked that I just wish we talked so much more and that you just loved me.

One of my teachers said that we may not have the same teachers next year as we did this year which is so annoying because I don’t want to stop having lessons with HY as I have waited since my first year to have her but on the other hand I could potentially have NB even though I’m probably going to drop his subject which I really won’t want to do if he does become my teacher but I am failing so…

Anonymous asked: Do you think it'd bad for a 14 year old to have a crush on a teacher? Most of these people on tumblr seem to be 16-17, and the people on the internet who seem to have crushes on teachers who are my age seem really immature (not to be nasty).

I don’t think it is bad at all, my first teacher crush started when I was 12 (As hard as that may be to believe.) Who cares what age you are anyway? I mean people your age will be fancying people anyway so it shouldn’t really matter that your crush just happens to be much older than you :)

I was having lunch and out of the window I saw NB and NL chatting and joking together and I think I died a bit. They were both walking with their hands in their pockets and my god I love it when NB does that because you can see his perfect ass as his trousers get tight and the back, I miss be able to look at that during lessons.

I went to the shops the other day and I saw LB’s car and whilst I waited in the car, whilst my mum went into the shop, I was staring at it waiting to see if NB was using it as I know he does sometimes (Okay this sounds really stalky that I know there car and this but they live in the same town as me so I sometimes see it and I see them drive to school) but unfortunately he wasn’t, it was LB and I got really jealous again but to make myself “feel better” I insulted you so many times in my head but I know he loves you and I can’t stop him from loving you even though I know you are quite the “flirt” with some of the other teachers, even the ones I also like.